*CrystalNori

ok ignroe the miserable thing at the top...it lies....and I can't change it.....*curses it*

ok ok, I know, not been here for....awhile....well I need to be and I realize this. I've taken alot of pictures but not drawn much...but I have to post what I have right...well possibly expect some of that stuff maybe...who knows....if I have the time for feel like it...but it'll get here dont worry...not that most of you do really...not for the photography but its fun so yay ^'o'^

anywho I'm still alive and here so yeah...hello

Well Tigger was put down Saturday, they got him well enough for us to come see him, and he looked so happy when we walked into the room. He looked like himself again, but I knew he was suffering. My whole family went, and we were crying and such for almost an hour and a half, before my grama and mom left the room and left me and my brother to stay with him. He pet him and talked to him, and he tried to comfort us cuz he knew we were upset, but I don't know if he knew it was his time or not. Well I held him and he pawed like he normally did, and I called him his nicknames and such, then they came in with the shot, and he was purring. They injected him and it was over, he was gone.

I'm not sure I've ever cried so much for the loss of something, but my family was crying together, which I'm also not used to. So we went to two different places to get, not a replacement, but somthing to fill the empty spot that meh Tiggie left. The tri county animal humane society had tons of kittens...and we couldn't have any of them, they were all under weight but cute as hell. We then tried the local animal shelter, and they had no kittens. So we gave up for then, and went to petsmart to get bird and dog food for our other pets. while we were there, my brother went to look at the cats that they had, and they never had kittens, until then.

there were three kittens in one of the cages, a calico, tabby, and tuxedo. All three were cats we were looking for, but we could only take two. We found out, talking to the man, that the kittens were just saved from being put down. We had saved Tigger when he was a kitten, he was from a long line of feral cats. When he was only about 4 weeks old, his mom got hit by a car, leaving him without anyone. By chance my grama was visiting my great grama.....under whos trailer they were living, and went under and saved him. When she pulled him out he could barely stand on his own, so she brought him home and nursed him back to health, and he lived with us since then.

So by losing Tigger, we were able to save two more lives. I'd like to think thats why it was his time to go, but who knows.

Then yesterday we went and got his body back. The vet had done an autopsy and told us that he had cancer in his gal bladder, that was blocking the outtack and backing up the bile into his liver, causing him to have liver failure and juanduce, which turns you yellow. The cancer had also spread to the pancreas and was spreading other places somewhat fast. She also said tha putting him down was the best think to do, he was suffering alot and was trying to hide it.

So I burried him with our other pets in my backyard, and placed rocks around his grave, I'm not sure how I finished it either. But hes gone now, and I have two new additions to my family.

both have white feet, with white on their faces and bellies. One is a Tabby, named Kiwi, and the other is Black, and is named Orbit. their really small and really cute, and they already come to you for attention and sit in your lap and purr. I'll have pictures up soon, but for now I'm gonna go. I haven't felt good since My Tigger has left, and I'll be on and off, expect pics soon.

Til then, Crystal Nori

Well I don't feel like doing that much right now, my cat has been not doing well for some time now, hes been sick off and on but we didn't think much of it. We took him in once more because of a reoccuring cold and he got more sick.

at first they thought is was his gal blatter, which would require hospitalization and surgury that we couldn't really afford. but they did more blood work and found out that he has cancer in one of the bile ducts, causing bile to back up into his liver and cause liver failure. He also has juanduce, which is from the liver failure. So he turned yellow where he was white.

so Tomorrow or Monday, we are having him put down.

I've had him since I was 8, and I will be 19 on the 26th. I don't know how well I'm taking this right now, but I don't feel like talking and I don't feel like doing anything else either.

so I'm sorry if I'm in-active or anything, or if my behavior is out of ordinary or anything.

Til later I suppose

Well I haven't been able to upload or do much here, my school went and blocked Deviantart from all the computers....and thats where I mostly do my scanning cuz the scanner they have rocks. It doesn't kill my pictures like the one at home does...*curses at scanner which I'm staring at* damn thing!

Well I guess I have a few things that I could put up, but that will have to wait til this weekend so I can transfer over the pictures from my school computer to my craptastic laptop......*curses at that too* And then I can upload.....providing that I can scan all that in only 90 minutes......takes so long to do stuff sometimes.

And my rp site is up and running, just gotta tweak a few thing and I'll be good to go. I wanted my own site so I could moderate who comes and who goes. I tried other rp sites....like gaia and I'm sure you guys know a bunch more. The only sites I really like are the ones run by people I know...you know who you are and I send luff.

I also like to rp over msn messenger. I already do that with a few people and you guys also know who you are. I'm also practicing drawing more, working with things that I wasn't so good at. I"m also trying to draw people again, got too many characters without a face as of yet.

Other then that, not much has been going on, a bit of drama here and there. And all the usual crap and fun.
til next time, more pictures and hopefully more scans,
Crystal-Nori

Ok, well the site is just about done, and I will be accepting people for RP'ing...MEH CAN'T WAIT....^ ^

Anywho, I've been drawing, but not much of importance like characters...well that is a lie ain't it. I've done a few maybe...but have not had much time to update here with all the stuff that had been going on. I've done a bunch of bordem pictures....which I shold probaly should put here but there is no color because I am color challenged....TT_TT. I'm going to try to tackle the scanner and make it do as I wish...WHICH IS TO SCAN AND NOT KILL PICTURES...>.< Well ain't that the worry of all of us here on Deviantart. Well Spring is finally here and summer is fast approching...AND SPRING BREAK BEGINS.....^ ^ Not that I plan to do to much...Unless something comes up. But more likely then not I'll be forced to do things around the house like every break becuase my grama has great expectations for the house to look better...yeah right give my my life please. Well I continue to do what I normally do, draw, listen to music, and everything else that make me, ME!

I also have become more active on the internet...I'm back on gaiaonline again, and I'm dirt poor, but thats ok, I have fun anyway. and I am working on my RP site...got more people working on it now who know codes and such, so hopefully I shall be able to open it possibly after spring break. Who knows? Well other then that nothing new has happened...How are all of you guys then?